Stressing out

Eating healthy is stressing me. I feel like I'm thinking about food all the time.  I can't take care house, the yard, the kids and all the prep work that goes into each dinner. I was burning out. Cutting and chopping vegetables takes up a lot more time than I thought. I wasn't starting soon enough, I felt like all I did was clean up one mess than take kids here and there, cook again clean up, again than do that over and over. I was becoming burned out. I want to eat healthy but at what cost?  I'm realizing I should of started on the regular diving board than slowly work my way up.  I felt like I couldn't or shouldn't call Trix and Four wanted to almost prove to myself I could do this. Also feel like I shouldn't bother them with my problems. My sweet husband who I will call Trex has been amazingly supportive through all of this. He keeps reminding me that I don't need to do this alone. It's ok to not be perfect right off the bat. Live and learn right?